Every time I get to share some time with you, it is always incredible. Watching you on cam, seeing what you write, knowing how we both desire the same things…it always excites me. The emails while at work, they keep me going and looking forward to the time we will spend via the internet.

Just to see your nickname can cause instant reaction. The way your greetings cause the wetness to begin to flow. Sometimes it is so much torture. The torture can be so pleasurable. I wonder how much longer I can write with you and be denied the intense sexuality you exude.

Is it so wrong to want to have you in front of me masturbating as I masturbate with you? Your hand sliding up and down on your shaft, my long fingers sliding in and out of my wetness. You watching as my fingers become coated in milky juice. Me watching as that pre cum starts to ooze out.

Both of us wanting, needing, having to have a taste of the juices inspired by the intimacy shared. I want to swallow all of you and feel that silken skin on my lips. You wanting to drink my juice and share it with me. Both wanting to give and receive the pleasures we have been writing about. I need to have you enter me and fill me with your sweet juice. You wanting to feel the tightness and wetness that I offer up to you.

Aside from the reactions that you give to me, I’m eager to explore every inch of you. My hands need to explore your body and learn all of your special places. My lips want to learn how to make you moan with pleasure. The intense longing to run my tongue everywhere my hands will touch keeps my imagination on fire with the very thought of you.

I love thinking of all the things I want to do with you. To release all the sexual fantasies I have thought about you. I wonder, would the reality be as rewarding, yet frustrating, as the fantasy has been? I’m sure it would be. How could it not? No one can really write and react that way without being so erotic in person.

Will it ever happen? Probably not. That’s okay. I need what you give me in my life. I have to share all the desires I have that rest secretly inside of me, if only in this fantasy world.