20 going on way too sexy

I’d been watching this man for a while, months more like it… he had been drifting in and out of my house, part of a crowd, lots of people coming and going, my home is like a railway station, people, parties, laughter, bodies, more bodies…. Problem, he belongs to another generation…. Out of bounds, look but cant touch… nice, very nice. A body from hell, young, tight, perfect shape….. good looking, green eyes… tanned, blond… shy….. we never spoke, once in a while I got a hello, not very often tho. I didn’t mind, the visual candy was more than enough. Summer is such a wonderful time of the year, hot nights, bare skin… he always, always is half dressed, no shirt, very comfortable in his body, confident. Somehow I don’t think he even realizes that the women watch him, jeans hanging off his hips, arse barely covered, just a hint of a curve when he bends over… for fux sake, hard not to have horribly dirty thoughts about that body… out of bounds,,,, out of bounds…..

Time went on, watching him at parties, dancing, he can move that body in a way that should be banned… I get hot and wet just watching and he carries on regardless, I wonder if he even knew what he was doing to me? Is that innocence? How can one be so darn sexy and be unaware? I don’t know… he comes on this shy person, is he? Or is it just one big cover up? Would love to find out, would love to run my tongue over that body, feel his warm skin in my mouth, firm, hard and smooth… would love to …. Shit… clear the mind, happy thoughts, children’s birthday parties, puppies, butterflies, ice cream…. J no doesn’t work, want to taste him, hold him, feel him….

Anyway, I had sort of straightened out my head, realized that what I wanted, I was not going to get… I was alone at home, minding my own business lying in bed watching a movie, noise in the kitchen, they all came home, 2 car loads of hormones, pissed and full of laughter. I knew he was with them, it was his birthday the following day and they were out celebrating for the occasion.

A couple of minutes later, a knock on my bedroom door, and he walked in, ‘come party with us’ …. Holey crap, he wants me to come chill with them… how am I going to get out of this one? Does he realize what he does to me? ‘ok’ be with u in a little while’, … maybe he will forget, leave me alone… please leave me alone, its wrong to want you, I want you so badly, but its wrong….

Well he didn’t forget, 10 minutes later, another knock at the door, more confidence this time… ‘hey, get out of bed…. You know how shy I am, you know how much it took me to walk thru this door and ask you to come party with us, you cant turn me down now…’ how could I turn that request down? (just get naked for fux sake…. J ) so I went to party with them. A fun evening, still have a problem with chilling with my daughters friends, surely they don’t want me around? Go away mom, you’re not invited to chill with us…. Its hard… but they are such a good bunch of people, always make me feel welcome. There was a lot of tension between us, he wasn’t making a move, but would keep looking at me, making me feel uneasy… making me blush, dam I don’t blush… making me sweat… how is this possible? Me sweat? Do me a favor, nobody makes me sweat.. anyway, we managed to get in a bit of conversation, I cant quite remember what, and I’m not sure if there were complete sentences but I do remember being very close to him, in his space, he was talking – I think,,, and I was thinking,,, mind racing... how the hell was I going to break the ice? I don’t think he will… have to be very careful… anyway, we were missioning around looking for something to drink, we were in the scullery, me on top of a chair offering him what little dregs of alcohol I had in the cupboard, I knew there was nothing there, but that part of the house is quiet, dark. I held out my hand and he helped me down, then he said....you are either going to slap me or…. And he leaned forward, very slowly, and kissed me… fuck… that went straight from my lips to my pussy… dam it felt good... ‘well I guess you’re not going to slap me’ and he kissed me again. And again. He felt good, his lips soft sensual, his body pressing into mine… mmmmm.... And then that little voice hit me... wrong-no-out of bounds, ‘fuck off little voice’ will deal with wrong later. This is good. I have wanted this for months, wanted to taste him, feel his lips on mine....

We then decided maybe get a breath of fresh air, go play some pool, take my mind off my now wet pussy...

I never realized that pool was such a sexy game, I’m useless at pool on a good day, I couldn’t even chalk my flipping stick thing. Balls in pockets, yeah rite… cant concentrate, he’s making it very difficult, distracting me, nibbling my neck, pushing his body up against mine, I can feel his cock thru his jeans, I want him, want to suck that cock, suck it into my mouth, taste him,,, my pussy throbbing for him, I don’t think he is going to resist… I pulled him towards me, running my hands over his torso, fuck he’s gorgeous, hard,,, I could see the tip of his cock sticking out the top of his jeans, I slid my hand inside his jeans, held his cock in my hand, mmmm, nice,,, next his jeans were loose, and I was on my knees with his shaft in my mouth. He tasted good, he felt good, sliding his thick cock in and out of my mouth, he was wet, I could taste his juices, slippery, nice, held his balls in my hand, rubbed his throbbing cock with my other hand and licked his balls and his cock, my tongue enjoying every moment of it, he looked like he was enjoying too…. I could hear he was enjoying,,, I wanted to fuck him, climb on his cock and slide it into my very wet pussy…. I wanted him inside me…. He felt good in my mouth, I can only imagine what he would feel like in my throbbing pussy… he pulled me up, ‘lets go to the bedroom’ … (great minds think alikeJ ) no objections from me,,, long way to the bedroom, long passage...

Lock the door, more kissing, he’s good, he knows what to do with his bod, his hands, right moves at the right time, he says the right things, this is confusing, he’s not yet 20, he should be clumsy, fumbling around in the dark, this man has a natural talent, this man...His clothing discarded – naked, uuuurrgghh….. Gorgeous, confident, hard, so hard.. I so desperately wanted him inside me…. Dam… I wanted to taste him more, lick him, feel his skin against my breasts, feel his hands on my body, he was tapping into my thoughts, I never said a word, he was touching me, holding me… god he felt good.

He wanted to be inside me, I wanted him too, I got on top of him, sat on his cock, felt him inside me, he’s big, a bit too big, cant sit and relax, hurts, but good, he moves his hips, holey fuck, this man knows how to make a girl feel good, he wants to be on top, he sat up, picked me up, changed places still inside me, lay me down in one movement.... – had to smile to myself, how he managed that without taking his cock out of me... he took over… mmmm gently in and out, controlling his strokes, pacing himself, slowing every now and again, his body shaking, I can feel he wants to cum, but he’s taking his time… he’s waiting… kisses me again and again, gently, he stops moving, slides his cock out of me, nibbles on my neck, runs his tongue down to my nipples, holds my breasts in his hands, sucks my nipples into his mouth.... gawd, where did this man learn… to be so sensual, know how and when…. He’s like a drug, I want more... more… his mouth warm on my tummy, his lips and his tongue moving down onto my swollen clit, licking, sucking and tasting.. driving me crazy, my pussy throbbing in his mouth, pushing my hips into that talented tongue his hands holding my butt, my legs trembling, I cant take it any longer, again, he reads my mind, leaves my aching pussy and slides his throbbing cock into my aching pussy, no gentleness now, I didn’t expect what he did, he slammed his dick into me, not even one stroke, and I felt an orgasm building from my toes, again, he now moved in slowly and fast out… slowly in fast out… I came… and came.... Holey crap where did that come from… and then he arched his back, pushing his cock deep inside me, the veins in his neck throbbing, his body starting to shake.... uuuuurrrgggghhhh.... I could feel his cum shooting deep inside me… lots of it... Shooting.... Shooting…. He collapsed on me, shut his eyes and with his dick still inside me went to sleep......