Deep Inside
8.5.05

My Love... that is where You need to be, deep inside me.... tears
stream down my face now because this rubber does not replace You.... it
isn't warm and throbbing like You are... there is no one gripping my waist
like You do... there is no slapping of Your skin against mine... Your
fingers do not bruise my breasts nor twist my nipples...You are not with me..

i go alone to my bed now... my fingers will move over my clit in a
frenzied dance... my back arching as i try to mimic the way You slap the
engorged entrance to my core.... my moans will fill the air, my
breathing heavy and ragged... a crescendo of need and desire will rip through
the room... i will cum and cry out Your name, but You will not hear me...

Perhaps somehow You will stir in Your sleep and sense me somewhere in
the recesses of Your mind... knowing that i'm writhing, flesh hot and
damp.... hair cascading wildly down my shoulders sticking to my sweaty
face.... my thighs parted and the nectar flowing from my swollen lips...
but You will not see me...

Claim me, my Love.... take me.... i beg You to impale me on Your turgid
cock.... Bury Yourself deeo inside me as i need, crave, and desire You
to do.... Leave Your handprint on my flesh... Pull my collar tight...
Grip my hair and pull my head back as You fiill me with Your hot seed
and mark me as Yours .... Take this emptiness away... i am ready for
You..... but You are not here...