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I sat across the room from You, busy on the computer,
trying to catch up with my mail and a half finished piece of work
for the room.
The room was lit with a soft glow from the lamp as You lay on the
sofa, watching the TV and i worked away seemingly oblivious to You
yet very much aware You were there. Aware of the presence you exude
even without speaking. The air is charged suddenly with something
i cannot put my finger up and i shake my head gently to dismiss
it.
Your voice comes into my busy little world with the words. "Come
and watch lulu."
my shock at the sudden command as Your words came across the room,
invading my space as i stand instinctively and walk across to You,
protesting gently, almost teasingly that i knew You would refuse
to let me suck Your beautiful cock.
Walking away chuckling, yet with a sparkle in my eye, i knew that
sooner rather than later i’d be back at Your feet, my heart
pounding as i watched You.
 Your
voice once more coming across the room with its simple command. "Come here lulu."
i move to stand at the end of the sofa, watching as Your hand moved
slowly up and down the length of Your stiff cock, Your eyes locked
with mine, that slow, lazy smile playing about Your mouth, knowing
You are watching my face as i watch Your hand. Knowing that You
know the sight of You wanking is one of the most erotic sights for
me.
Knowing that i will so want to take the length of Your cock deep
into my mouth and suck You, worship You, give my all to You.
Watching me as i move to the side of You and sink slowly to my knees,
watching your hand continue its journey up and down the stiff shaft.
Leaning down to kiss You gently, very much aware of the fact that
i’ve been smoking and You dislike the taste. Worrying that
You won’t want to kiss me with the taste still there.
Feeling Your hand grip the back of my neck and force my mouth down
onto Yours, stifling my protests about the cigarette, crushing my
mouth down onto You, Your tongue teasing me, slipping into my hot,
hungry mouth.
Your hand firm on the back of my neck stifling the protesting words.
Pulling my head to lean on Your chest, my ear listening to the fast
growing beat of Your heart as the lust within You threatening to
engulf U/us both.
Feeling Your teeth grip the tender skin on the side of my neck,
the sudden, sharp pain as You take hold of me causing me to cry
out, the noise sinking to a soft whimper of submission. my own heart
pounding as I look down to watch Your hand move up and down steadily,
watching Your thighs flex then relax with the steady movement. Your
hand resting gently now on my head, almost a caress, knowing my
gaze is locked on your cock and the steady motion of Your hand.
Knowing i will want so desperately to take You deep into my mouth,
to suck and caress You.
Sometimes, i hate these moments. Wanting to have You touch me so
much that i could cry with frustration. Knowing that this evening
i will not feel that sweet stretching as You sink into my cunt,
nor will i feel that swelling of Your cock as it explodes high inside
my belly.
my heart pounding as i watch You, desperate to take You in my mouth,
knowing i cannot as You have made the decision to refuse me that.
Wanting so badly to take You in my hungry mouth and taste You, my
Master. Feeling Your hand still caressing the back of my head, then
hearing the single word…"Kneel"
For a split second my breath is caught in my throat, my heart skips
a beat and i lift myself to look at You. Your eyes’ holding
mine and the command comes again…"Kneel" For that
one split second i think You have changed Your mind and will allow
me to suck You then lower my eyes as i realise You have said nothing
more than the single word.
i slip to my knees slowly, head bowed as You stand before me, Your
stiff cock inches from my face, my heart pounding harder, knowing
that tonight i will not get to take You in my hungry mouth…that
this evening I am here for Your pleasure alone, that this evening
I will serve You only by being at Your feet.
Watching as You begin to wank slowly in front of me as i struggle
to stay down on my haunches, wanting oh so badly to take You in
my mouth, whimpering softly as each time i rise to lick You, You
growling out the word at me…feeling Your hand press my back
down until I settle at the place W/we both know i belong…to
be serving You as You command…to kneel…hearing the sounds
of the soft whimpering in my own ears…ohgod…how i want
to take You deep in my mouth and taste You…how i want to feel
the soft, smooth head as it nudges deep against the soft flesh at
the back of my throat…struggling to lift to taste You, soft
mewing, whimperings coming from my mouth…then hearing that
one word…
"Stay."
Feeling my head explode as it echoes round and round my head, my
heart exploding deep within my chest as the command whirls round
again and again in my brain. Hearing You command me to bare my breasts.
Fingers reaching, trembling as i undo the buttons of my shirt and
You bend to scoop my breasts from the confines of my bra, the chill
air flowing over them, the nipples hardening under Your touch as
You tug and twist them gently. my head bent and leaning against
Your balls, gently nuzzling on their full heavy weight as Your fingers
tug me upwards by the hard tender tips.
Your voice, high above me, commanding me to look at You…O/our
eyes locked together, knowing yet another barrier has been broken…not
sure if You actually know how hard it is for me to look up and hold
Your gaze at moments like this. Cursing my own shyness even after
all this time with You. Still not fully understanding i am merely
a reflection of the love You hold for me.
Not knowing if You know what You do to me?
Knowing how deeply Your words affect me?
The commands?
The tone of voice that leaves me no choice but to obey?
How can You know?
You are Master…i am submissive
How can You truly know what goes through my mind?
i adore You.
i kneel as Your feet and offer all of me up to You and Your will.
There are times when i know You might not understand what goes on
in my mind as i obey Your commands…
The shuddering need to obey You…to give all of me to You.
The need to offer myself to You, to give my heart, body and soul
to You…
i kneel, heart pounding, blood coursing through my body as Your
hand moves faster now, Your eyes holding mine and i hear the whimpering
that comes from my cock hungry mouth and shudder inwardly…
For one so strong outwardly, how can i need to submit so totally?
What lies within me that makes me want to give all You demand from
me?
Your hand moving faster, Your eyes holding me fast in their gaze,
Your hand holding me fast by one shoulder. The gentle but firm hold
keeping my face level with Your throbbing cock.
Trying hard not to watch, but to keep Your gaze and failing as the
last minute as the thick stream of cum hits my skin, drawing a deep,
almost feral groan from me. Coating my face with the precious fluid,
scooping it up, licking my fingers clean, watching as You squeeze
out the last few drops and waiting, patiently for me to take them
from the end of Your cock, knowing that the slut in me needs all
You have to give me.
Settling, nuzzling into Your thigh, inhaling deeply, overcome…oh
god…You cannot begin to know what lies in me…how much
i want to give to You…to serve You…to please You.
The struggle that lies within me, only to have my feistiness melt
away once Your eyes take mine, once Your hand touches me, once Your
teeth claim the soft skin of my neck.
Reaching to cover myself, still kneeling where I belong…at
Your feet, head and eyes still lowered…feeling You reach to
ease me to my feet, standing slowly to have You gather me in close,
to hold me, to steady my heartbeat, to feel Your love wash over
me, Your hand lifting my face to Yours to kiss me gently…Soft
words of concern coming from You, querying my silence.
Oh how can You not understand the silence?
How can You even think something is wrong with me?
How can I put into words the sheer overwhelming feelings of love
i have for You?
How can I even begin to explain what You do to me?
You don’t have to understand, You only have to know…that
I am Yours
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