My
coming out - part
5
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Alex felt himself blushing and tried
to cover himself up, but failing to do so and eventually giving
up. Cindy found his obvious discomfort funny and started to giggle
a little bit. She hadn't laughed in so long, it amazed her and it
felt so good she laughed again. Mandy was laughing too and Alex
couldn't help but laugh as well.
Once the laughter had died down,
Mandy suggested that they eat. Mandy and Jake got up and went to
the dining room table where all the food had been set up began serving
themselves engaged in light conversation. As Alex got up Cindy came
over to him, it was obvious she wanted to ask him something, but
was too afraid to ask.
Still hard but not feeling as
embarrassed about it, Alex took her hand in his and looked into
her eyes and told her it was ok and to ask him anything. She gazed
into his eyes for a good long while and finally got the nerve to
ask, but looked away in fear at the last second. "Do you really
find me attractive?" She heisted, "I mean, you don't think
I am fat?"
Reaching up and lifting her chin
so she would look at him and feeling how turned on he was, he looked
deep into her eyes; "yes!" He said in a husky voice filled
with desire, "And no you are not fat."
"Thank you." She smiled
up at him, her face beaming with happiness she hadn't felt in years.
He smiled back and fought the urge to kiss her, not wanting to scare
her or hurt her by violating her trust.
He stepped back a little and still
holding her hand his gaze went down her body again and settled on
her tummy. It called him and he could feel it in every fiber of
his being. "May I please touch your tummy?" He asked hesitantly
looking back at her face afraid she would pull away from him.
Instead, to his amassment and pleasure
she took the hand she was holding and placed it on her stomach.
He felt and caressed her skin and cupped her flesh with his whole
hand and marveled at her softness. Before he knew it she had rolled
herself into his arms and he was hugging her from behind with both
hands oh her stomach. Her hands rested lightly on his hands as he
lovingly held tummy. As he caressed her she snuggled up against
him and leaned her head back and to the side resting it on his shoulder.
Feeling her warmth and his head reeling,
intoxicated by her scent Alex began kissing her softly upon her
exposed neck and shoulder. Cindy moaned softly and began rocking
back and fourth against him in obvious pleasure. He could feel himself
leaking pre-cum making her rear end slick and wet as they rubbed
against each other. He knew that if they kept up this little dance
much longer he was going to come. But he didn't stop; it felt too
good and Cindy also seemed to be enjoying herself.
Cindy proved him right by bringing
his hand down to her pussy inviting him to explore down there. His
fingers found her wet and willing; her swollen lips easily parted
revealing her erect clitoris to his touch. She moaned and writhed
in his arms as his fingers rubbed and caressed her, he couldn't
help but grind and dry hump her in his excitement.
Just as Alex was getting worried
that he was going to cum Cindy abruptly stopped and turned around,
and still holding his hand pleaded, "Please make love to me,
right now." And lay down on the floor, pulling him down on
top of her.
Alex landed with his hips between
her legs, he knew he could just enter her right then and there,
but chose to lie on top of her for a few minutes. He gazed into
her eyes and gave her a small kiss on the lips, and she responded
by grabbing his head and pulling his mouth down on hers. They kissed
and caressed each other; they explored each other's bodies with
their hands. Occasionally they would slow down and loose themselves
in each other's eyes.
"Alex," she asked while
looking into his eyes, "do you want to make a baby? Do you
want to be father?"
"Yes, I do." He responded,
hearing the truth of his words in his soul as he said it. "Before
tonight I would have said no, and I hadn't thought of it before.
But now that I've met you and felt the power in your tummy, the
answer is yes."
"I'm sacred."
"So am I. But I promise that
I won't abandon you no matter what. Even if we don't remain lovers,
by being totally honest with each other as we have learned to do
tonight, I know that we can work anything out and remain friends."
Looking deep into his eyes she pulled
him closer so that he was pressed up against her wetness, "I
must be crazy for doing this, especially after how hard the past
two years have been for me. But for some reason, this feels right
.and I trust you." She added as she shifted her hips up and
the head of his penis slipped inside of her.
Alex knew that this was his last
chance and that there would be no turning back, but in his heart
this whole thing felt right to him too. "I trust you too."
He said gazing into her eyes as he thrust himself all the way into
her, drawing a gasp and a moan from her.
They both just lay there together
not willing to move, and just enjoying the moment. They kissed and
held each other and Alex marveled at how good it felt to make love
to Cindy; it felt so good, better than any other time he had ever
slept with a woman. He began to thrust in and out but he was so
excited that he almost came. He stopped and after a few minutes
of breathing was able to regain control and he then began to make
love to her slowly and gently.
As they slowly made love they continued
to gaze lovingly into each others eyes, occasionally kissing passionately.
As his excitement built up again he tried to slow down and stop,
but Cindy saw and felt his excitement and wanted to make him come.
She kissed him passionately and ground her hips up and down rapidly,
making him match her pace pushing him over the edge. He felt his
orgasm build and he knew it was going to be a big one. He pushed
himself up and gazed deep into her eyes so she could see what effect
she had on him as his orgasm hit him like a title wave. He could
feel the waves rolling through his body from the tips of his toes
to the top of his head, and he came so hard that he was moaning
and yelling louder than he had ever done before, but never took
his eyes off of her. He just lost himself deeper and deeper into
her with every wave.
As his orgasm subsided he collapsed
on top of her burying his face lovingly into her neck as she just
held him tight. They stayed in each other's arms like that until
Alex grew soft and slipped out of her. He lovingly began kissing
his way from her neck up to her lips and saw that she had been crying
when his lips tasted her salty tears on her check.
"Its ok," she said, seeing
the look on his face. "They are good tears, happy tears. I
guess you touched me deeper than I thought possible. Thank you."
All Alex could say was "you are welcome," but that felt
inadequate to what he was feeling.
His thoughts were interrupted and
he was brought back to reality by Mandy blowing her nose and adding,
"That was beautiful you guys." As she wiped her eyes from
crying "your making love was so touching it made me cry too."
Alex and Cindy got off the floor
feeling a little sheepish, Cindy began to apologize, but Mandy cut
her off; "There is nothing to be sorry about, that was one
of the most beautiful things I have ever seen in my life, don't
you think so Jake?"
"Yes; absolutely!" Everyone
could see that he was very excited. "That whole scene turned
me on more that any type of pornography could have. I was just telling
Mandy that a second ago. I was more turned on by the love you two
showed for each other than the sexual part." Jake Looked at
all of them, "Thank you for showing me what I have been missing.
I feel that tonight has been a real turning point for me and that
I will not be able to look at pornography the same way again."
Mandy opened her arms and stepped
forward and declared, "Group-hug!" And they all hugged
each other. As they were hugging Alex felt Jake's hardness pressed
up against him and it felt good.
When Cindy and Mandy disengaged from
the hug, Jake and Alex kept their arms around each other and Jake
kept himself pressed up against Alex for a moment longer. As Jake
slowly pulled away, Alex could see the longing mixed with confusion
in his eyes. Alex felt sympathetic knowing how fragile and confused
Jake must feel, and he wanted to help him.
"Jake." He called out as
Jake was turning away.
"Yeah?" He responded his
voice sounding both fearful and hopeful.
"Can I have another hug?"
Jake came back slowly. "Yeah,
you can."
Jake hugged Alex a little stiff and
unsure at first, but after he was reassured that everything was
ok he pressed in close. Jake began humping him slowly and softly,
his hard-on pressed between them. He could hear and feel Jake's
excitement mount as his breathing got heavier and faster and he
gripped him harder. The feel of another man's strong arms around
him and the rubbing against his groin got Alex hard again. He and
Jake rubbed their two cocks together and Alex could feel his cock
getting wet and slick by Jake's pre-cum, which turned him on even
more.
Alex knew he had to taste him. He
softly kissed Jake who responded by kissing him back forcefully.
Alex marveled at the difference with which Jake kissed him with
all the women he had kissed before. The feel of his scruffy skin,
and the strength was so different from the soft skin and the over
all gentleness of women. They kissed and continued to rub up against
each other for a few minutes before the urge to take Jake into his
mouth overcame Alex and he dropped to his knees. He wrapped one
hand around Jake's shaft and stroked him little bit, bringing a
drop of pre-cum to the surface. Alex tongue came forward and liked
the tip, tasting another man for the first time.
The salty taste made his mouth water
for more. He opened his mouth and took Jake in, the head slipped
past his lips and he tried not to scrape him with his teeth. The
feel and taste of Jake's soft skin in his mouth totally turned Alex
on and couldn't wait to taste his cum. Alex began sucking and liking
the head and pumped the shaft with his hand fast knowing how good
it feels, and that it is the fastest way to make him come. Within
a few seconds he could feel Jakes cock thicken and he knew he was
about to come, so he increased his pace and his efforts were rewarded
as Jake let out a loud moan and began coming in Alex's mouth. Alex
did not pull away but instead continued to suck and tried to swallow
all of the cum that was being pumped into his mouth.
Alex was proud that he was able to
swallow most of it and only a little had dribbled out of his mouth.
Seeing that Alex was hard again Mandy came over and pulled him off
Jake and pushing onto his back announcing it was her turn. She began
kissing him and licked cleaned his moth and chin as she mounted
him "Besides, I promised to fuck you if you made love to my
friend first." She added as she guided him inside of her.
"Your friend? You mean I thought
" Alex stammered confused.
"Yes." she interrupted
him and turned to Cindy who was back on the couch playing with herself
as she watched them. "Cindy dear, no need for you to be doing
that, come here and join us, I am sure that Alex would love to lick
you clean."
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