Dear Diary.

Well it is Monday and it is back to school for all the
kids.  I wonder what my parents would think if they
knew what I had been dreaming and thinking about
lately.  Everyones vision of school teachers are prim
and proper.  I chuckle to myself when I think of this.
I wonder what they would think if they had seen me
last night.  My frist night and I hope not my last. 

One day I was telling my friend how I have always been
searching for something more.  All my past
relationships had been a bust because I just didn't
feel anything with them.  I wanted someone that could
control me, make me feel things and make me push
myself.  I knew that she was different than I was
because she was always so self confident.  Here I was
overweight, shy and a backward teacher of elementary
kids, but I knew there was something out there for me.
  She looked at me and asked me the question that
changed my life.  She asked, "have you ever read
anything on BDSM?"  She told me that she was a
collared slave to her Master Leo.  She explained to me
how she had gotten into the lifestyle and how it made
her feel more confidence in herself.  I asked her alot
of question and she gave me some articles to read.
She asked me if I would like to go with her to a
lifestyle party this Saturday night?  At first I told
her I had to think about it, but the longer I thought
about it I knew this is what I wanted to do.   She
told me that I could go with her and would be under
the protection of her Master.  I would not have to do
anything if I didn't want to, but if I chose to
participate then it would be her Master that would
make the decisions for me.  She told me to meet her at
7:00 p.m. on Saturday and that sometimes the parties
last all night.  I was so excited that I couldn't
wait. 

I went home that night and read everything I could on
the lifestyle and finally felt like I had found
myself.  I knew that this was something I wanted to
learn more about.  I looked at many pictures, read
many articles and had fantasies about what I wanted.
Finally Saturday came and I tried on many outfits.  I
finally went with my lacy black dress with fish net
stockings.  I loved how I looked in this outfit even
though I was overweight I thought I looked good.  I
left a hour early because I was so excited.  As I sat
waiting for my friend I watched people enter the
party.   I guess I thought that these people would be
different, but they were the same as I was.  As my
friend walked up I noticed that she was with a man.
He was very nice looking, dark eyes, and a wonderful
smile.  As they walked up I noticed that my friend was
wearing a wide leather collar that said property of M.
Leo.  WOW!!  I thought that was awesome and wondered
if someday I would have someone that would want to
collar me.  Master Leo spoke to me first introducing
himself to me and shaking my hand.  Then he told my
friend to welcome me.  She reached over and gave me a
nice warm hug.  He told her to stand there while he
talked to me.  I got nervous thinking that I was going
to talk to him alone. 

As we walked over to the fence he began to explain
what was going to happen tonight.  He explained that
he was not my Master as to speak, but he was
responsible for me.  He also told me that he would not
let anything or anyone hurt me.  He asked me if I had
any questions or concerns.  I asked him what was
expected of me tonight and he said for me to have a
life changing experience.  I nodded and bowed my head.
I heard him chuckle and he replied, "that shyness is
cute, but soon you will not feel shy."  He looked back
at my friend and told her to join us.  She smiled and
said, "as you wish Master."  She walked up to us, but
stayed just alittle behind him on the right side.
As we walked into the party area I realized this was a
big place with several different rooms set up.  There
was chains hanging down from the ceiling which was
explained to me that some slaves would be hung on them
later in the night.  Then there was a room that had
several different tables to lay on and many tables
with several items on them.  I was having trouble
taking all of it in and I guess my friend realized
what was going on because she whispered something to
Master Leo.  He smiled and told me to relax that I had
plenty of time to see everything. 



We made our way farther into the party where people
were in different stages of dress.  Some were walking
around naked, some only had collars and cuffs on,  and
some were totally dressed.  I thought to myself how I
would never be able to walk around all these people
naked, but was jealous of the ones that did.  Just at
that moment Master Leo turned to us and told us to
take all of our clothes off.  I must have gasped
because he looked at me.  His eyes had a sparkle in
it, but he did not smile.  My friend started to take
all of clothes off, but I couldn't seem to take mine
off.  Master Leo looked at me and said, "the first
thing you must learn is do to what I say immediately."
Tonight I am your Master and I have told you to take
off all your clothing.  I looked at him and I felt
myself began to undress.  My friend was already naked
and watching.  She had a small smile on her face that
seemed to say to me that I should do what he says.
Finally, I am naked standing in front of Master Leo
and he begins to look at me.  He is looking at me as
if he can read my thoughts, see my desires, and touch
my soul.  I try to cover myself, but he quickly tells
me to hold still.  He walks around me and I feel is
light touch on my skin.  "Amazing" I was thinking to
myself.  Amazing that I was feeling this way so fast
and so deep.  Then I felt something slide over my
eyes.  I realized that I had been blind folded and was
being lead somewhere.  I could hear whispers, but no
laughing.  I was beginning to relax some even though I
had no idea what was going to happen.  Someone grabbed
my arms and pulled me down on my stomach and I could
feel the chains being put on my wrist.  Then I felt
someone putting chains on my ankles.  I felt alittle
panic and fought the chains some, but just then he
leaned down and whispered, "remember my promise to
you."  Funny I began to relax at his words.  Then they
tightened the chains until I was spread out like the
letter X.  I tried to hear what they were saying, but
they where whispering.  Then I felt something soft on
my skin, but had no idea what it was.  Master Leo
spoke with a different tone, much more authority this
time.  He was telling everyone that I was new to the
lifestyle and under his protection.  If anyone wanted
to talk to him about me feel free after my first
lesson.  Panic again hit me when I realized he was
going to be teaching my first lesson tonight.
 
Just then I heard a swoosh and snap on my ass.  I
jumped and let out a cry.  I fought the chains and
wondered what had just happened.  I heard him say
something to someone and felt something being put onto
my mouth.  It was a gag so that I could not be heard.
He began to speak again, "As for tonight, I will call
you precious."  The first thing you need to learn is
when Master speaks to you, you must obey.  You are
receiving your punishment for not undressing fast
enough tonight.  I heard the swoosh again and the snap
hitting my ass again.  It was not so painful that I
could not stand it, but was strong enough I realized I
didn't want to anger him many times.  Again, Swoosh,
snap and sting.  This went on until he had whipped me
ten times.  I was beginning to really enjoy the pain
it caused and frankly it was turning me on. 

Suddenly the room became quiet as if everyone had
left.  There was no voices to be heard and there was
no one touching me.  Then I felt someone running there
hands over my body stopping just short of my special
spot.  Over and over they ran their hand, but never
touching me there.  I felt myself begin to raise up to
meet the hand wanting that touch.  What had come over
my body arching and aching for this touch.  Then I
felt more hands running over my body and touching me.
I let out a moan wanting to find release, but
realizing that was not to come. I had no idea if they
were female or male, but at the time I did not care.
I had not been with a woman before, but I thought the
idea was exciting.

Just when I thought I couldn't take anymore they
stopped.  I felt the chains being moved and I was
being rolled onto my back.  I felt them put my legs
with my knees up, but still spreaded apart.  Here I
was totally exposed to them and I was sure I was
dripping from my pussy.  Then I felt lips on my
breast, sucking, licking and biting.  I arched up my
back so that I could feel them more.  I started trying
to move with them feeling my body heating up.  Just as
fast as the lips had started they stopped.  I
whimpered out for them to come back I needed more.
Then they were on my thighs, pussy and ass.  Licking,
sucking and probing my pussy for all my juices.  I
lifted my hips up letting them know I so wanted to go
over the edge.  I felt myself building to an orgasm.
I was trembling and thrashing back and forth wanting
to cum.  It was just then that I heard Master Leo
whisper, "Ah my little precious I have not given you
permission to cum."  I tried to tell him I needed to
cum, but nothing came out.  Again, as fast as they
started they stopped.  I couldn't believe how my body
had reacted and how bad I needed release.

Just then my chains were removed, my blind fold was
removed and my gag was removed.  Someone helped me sit
up on my table and I got to look around for the first
time.  There was no one there, but Master Leo and my
friend.  She was smiling and Master Leo looked very
amused.  I looked at them and asked, "what did I do
wrong?"  Master Leo softly chuckeld and said, "nothing
my precious, but that is all for the first lesson.  I
wanted to shout "NO", but I realize that would only
anger Master Leo.  I couldn't belive how fast they had
gotten my body to react to them.  I had never felt
that intense before and wondered if I would again.
Master Leo told me it was time to mingle with the
others, but if I ever felt uncomfortable to come back
to him.



I turn to walk out when I heard the chains again.  I
almost cum right there hearing the chains being placed
on someone else.  I turned to look and saw that my
friend was being put on the table I had just been on.
I watched as Master Leo started working on her.  First
he took a feather and ran it over her body.  Just soft
loving touches all over her body.  Then he took a
twase and snapped it across her ass.  She moved in
beat with it as if it was making love to her.  It was
as if they were dancing together with a rhythm of
their own.  After a while another woman and man walked
over and started licking her.  I touched my breast
wondering if they were the same ones that just were
licking me.  I could feel my pussy throbbing again
like it was earlier.  I had not realized that my hand
had lowered to my pussy and my fingers were playing.
Just then I looked up to see Master Leo looking at me.
He said to me, "precious you do not have permission
to pleasure yourself."  As if I burned myself I pulled
my hand away.  I was feeling like a kid that had
gotten caught in the cookie jar.  Master Leo had
picked up a dildo that looked like it had three
different heads.  He started with one rubbing the
outside of my friends pussy.  She began to arch to him
and he pushed it farther into her.  Then I realized
that the smaller one was touching her clit now.  My
friend was making some small moans and groans as the
pleasure began to build in her.  The third part of
this dildo was inserted into her ass and she moaned
louder.  At first it was only turned on low and he
pulled it in and out. He ordered the two sucking her
breast to leave her as he turned the vibrator on
medium.  He said, "my rose tell your Master what you
want?"  AHH I realized his name for her was rose and
it fitted her.  Rose began to speak softly at first.
"Master, I need to cum."  Master Leo spoke again, "It
would seem my little rose here is not ready."  Master
Leo turned them on high and asked her again, "my
little rose what is it you want tonight."  That is
when rose spoke louder and asked, "Master I need to
cum tonight."  "Master may I cum?" over and over she
kept say it.  Faster he pulled and pushed this
vibrator into rose and finally he stopped and said,
"now my rose you may cum to your Master."  Rose let
out a loud scream and I could see cum running all over
the vibrator.  She was still convulsing on the
vibrator as the man came up between her legs and
licked her clean.  I was dripping between my legs from
what I just watched and a part of me was jealous of my
friend.  I wanted it to be me, but I realize that I
need to wait my turn. 

As they raised my friend up off the table others began
to clean up the table and I saw for the first time who
the man was that had licked her clean.  He was my
neighbor that I had thought was so cute, but never had
the nerve to talk to.  I felt my body getting warmer
thinking that it may have been him that had been
licking, kissing and biting me.  He looked over at me
and I turned to walk away.  What was he thinking?  Did
he recognize me?

As I walked out to the hallway I saw some others that
were enjoying their night.  One Master had their slave
on her knees as he talked to others, another Master
had a leash on his collared slave and another Master
had pierced his slave tits and had chains on them.  I
wondered around watching some scenes and wishing they
were me.  As I walked back towards the room that I had
left I saw "him" again and this time our eyes locked
onto each other.  I instantly tried to cover myself as
I felt his eyes on me.  His eyes were smiling at me,
but I couldn't tell if they were actually laughing at
me.  I realized that he was not laughing, but almost
enjoying my body.  I felt heat rising all over my body
and my nipples getting hard again.  My body was
reacting to him with only a gaze from him.  I guess I
could say I was shocked because I had never had this
strong of feelings before.



Neither one of us had realized that Master Leo had
been watching the exchange.  As he watched he was
forming an idea to bring us together in a scene to see
how deep the reaction would go.  Suddenly he was
beside me whispering "precious how do you feel?"  I
looked up at him and replied, "I have some confusion
about my bodies reaction, but other than that I'm
great."  He asked, "do you feel you are up to another
scene tonight?"  I lowered my head not wanting him to
see how badly I wanted another scene tonight.  What
would he think if he knew how my pussy was throbbing
for more?  Could he smell my arousal?  I spoke is a
small voice, "i trust you Master Leo and will do as
you wish."  He looked stunned and pleased, "precious
you have learned alot in your short time here."  "I am
very pleased that you are eager to learn more," he
said.  He began to explain that he was training a
friend that was working on becoming a Master on his
own.  He thought it would be a good idea for him to
work with me and he could train us both at the same
time.  I nodded my head in agreement.  I had no idea
that Master Leo was talking about my neighbor.  Master
Leo walked over to me and told me to go into his room
and wait for him.

I began to walk to his room when I dared to look back
over my shoulder.  Master Leo had walked up to my
neighbor and was talking to him.  "OH NO, Could he be
the one he was training tonight?  What would he think
of me?  I bet he wouldn't want to be with me as good
as he looks and well look at me," I thought to myself.
I continued to walk into the room and look around.
Funny I don't remember anyone cleaning the room, but
it was sparkling clean.  Just then I heard a different
voice, but commanding voice.  "precious tonight for my
pleasure you will show me how much you want to serve
me," he said.  I looked around and saw my neighbor
enter the room with chains in his hands.  I turned to
him and bowed to him, not really knowing what was
expected of me.  He told me to get on my knees and I
quickly did as he told me to.

Then I felt someone behind me reach around for my
hands to put them behind me.  I heard the cuffs lock
as they finished.  Now I was think, here I am naked,
on my knees, and in front of a man I have had a crush
on for awhile now.  I felt my embarassement flow up to
my neck and the heat with it.  He told me that tonight
I was to show him what a good slave I would be to him.
He said that I could ask one question.  I asked him,
"what do I call you Master?"  He chuckled and said,
"for tonight Master works well."  I bowed my head and
said, "as you wish Master."  I was trembling wondering
if I was doing this right.  I was only doing what I
had heard or saw others do. 

Just then someone helped me get up onto the table, but
my legs were left hanging over the side.  They were
spreading my legs apart and cuffing them to the table
as he walked up to me.  He looked into my eyes for
what seemed like a long time, but probably was only
seconds.  Then I noticed he had the same vibrator that
Master Leo had used on rose earlier.  I began to
tremble as he started to talk to me.  "Tonight
precious I have a challenge for you and if you pass it
then it will prove to me that you will be a good slave
for me.  As Master Leo has showed you there are many
ways to show your love and commitment to your Master.
Master Leo likes to control when you cum, but I like
to see how many orgasm you can have."  I know my eyes
must have showed him the shock I was feeling, but he
didn't stop.  "I need to find all you erotic zones and
learn how to make you ache for more."  That is when I
heard the vibrator on for the first time.  "precious
you are not gagged, but you are not to make any sounds
until I command you to."  That is the first time I
felt the vibrator on my clit and I  would have jumped
off the table if I had not been cuffed to it.  I think
I shot cum out immediatley because he began to
chuckle.  He said, "oh my precious you are so very
eager to please me I see."  Then the other tip touched
my pussy lips and I began to rock slightly.  My eyes
closed and I was feeling the vibrating when I felt a
snap on my leg.  Jumping, my eyes opened to see that
he had used his twase on me.  He said, "I did not tell
you to close your eyes.  Tonight you watch everything
that is happening to you."  He leaned down and watched
the vibrator in my pussy and said that I had a long
way to go.  Then he motioned for someone to come over
and it was two girls that I had never seen before.
They began to lick, suck and bite my nipples.  I
leaned into them wanting to feel everything.  My pussy
and clit were rocking on the vibrator and I knew that
I could not wait much longer to cum.  I looked at
Master and he knew what I was asking because he turned
the vibrator on high and began to push and pull it
into me vigoursly.   I was rocking and swaying when I
realized he was whispering something to me.  "precious
cum now and cum hard for you Master."  I had orgasms
after orgasms it seemed.  I know it was five minutes
before I could breath again.  I then realized that the
girls were between my legs licking and cleaning me.  I
felt myself building again and hurting for release,
but they stopped all to fast.

I felt someone behind me uncuffing me so that my hands
were free.  Master told me to get on my knees and he
said that was one more part to my test.  He walked up
to me where his throbbing cock was next to my face and
I couldn't help myself but lick my lips.  He said that
I was to suck his cock and drink of his juices.  I
reached up and took his cock into my hands as I
lowered my mouth to his cock.  I began with the head
licking, sucking and teasing the head over and over.
I reached under to play with his balls at the same
time.  That is when I realized that it wasn't going to
take much to make him cum.  I continued to tease his
head until I heard a gasp sneak out of him and then I
took his big, hard, and throbbing cock down my throat.
I began slowly at first, over and over, up and down
on his throbbing cock.  Tasting his precum and knowing
he was having trouble holding back.  I felt myself
grow in confidence as I began moving faster and
faster.  Suddenly he grabbed my head and stopped me.
Then I felt his cum shot into my mouth and I stuck out
my tongue to show him that I had it all.  Then I
swallowed it all down my throat.  I began to lick his
cock to make sure I got every drop off of him.  He let
go of my head and bent over to pull me to my feet.
"You have learned quickly precioius, now I return you
to Master Leo." 

I looked around for the first time and noticed that
there were many people watching and most of the men
had hard ons.  I was amazed and shocked that so many
people had watched us, but it gave me alot of
confidence seeing how many men had hard ons watching
us.  I guess I was good at something.
Suddenly I heard the bell ring and came back to
reality fast.  I could feel that I was wet from
reading what I had just wrote in my diary.  Closing my
diary I couldn't wait to see what I would write into
it next.

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